Last one for a while
It's raining here and i get a good wireless signal when it rains. so i'm actually sitting in my apartment on the internet. Like i said yesterday there is so much to say and not the time or energy to tell. I've been really wanting to rediscover myself. I know i am not the same person i was 5 mos ago. Somehow i think i should be the same Joy plus new little Lucy. But i'm not. I'm a whole new person I'm going to take some time to find out who this stranger is. I know i'm a mother now but that's about all i know. I'm so confused about all the should do's and be's i need time to figure it out. I'll be taking a break from my Blog. I have no internet nor energy to work thru it on line. It's not the best way for me to process things. I have too much of a celebrity complex, i keep thinking i need to explain it just so or have something witty or funny to say. I need to go thru this on my own.
We are going to Mexico this June and we'll be there for 2 months. We are packing up our things and putting them in storage. During this time we will be helping Brian and Kirsten Donohue with the Cuirim Outreach in Nogales. I'm excited, scared, sad, happy, nervous, anxious and everything else that goes along with taking your baby to the dirty desert of Mexico in THE SUMMER! But we are sure this is where He wants us to be. When we return we'll stay at my mom's for a couple of months until we know what we will do. We would like to by a house in Lynchburg but we aren't sure yet if this is what He has for us.
I've been thinking of the title of my blog "Fromjoy" I would like to do just this. Sell all i own and purchase the field with the treasure in it. This is the Kingdom of God. So here's me "selling" everything. Goodbye blog. good bye Sweet #7 my favorite place i've ever lived. I don't even know how i'm going to pack one thing. Good bye sweet summer time in Lynchburg. Good bye my good friends, and my sweet Grace. I really want to believe that Brian and i are going back to this field for the treasure. Now i just have to find a way to sell all i own. I'm so selfish this is going to be the hardest move i've ever been thru.
I hope to post now and then, but go ahead and take me off your RSS. While i'm gone tho here's some fun stuff to read and one more cute Lucy picture with Daddy. I can't believe she is 5 mos old today!!!
Crafty Daisies Crafty goodness with me and my girlz
Sumthings the cutest Guatababy you've ever seen. This site is just ooozing with creative genius. You won't want to miss this one this summer.
Filtering Life No one tells a story like Kel! You will laugh your head off and pee your pants. Then again when you tell your husband the story. And no one can get enough of those fabu Chloe pictures.
Laughing DaisiesI love the way Candace shares her life. You really feel like you are right there with her when she shares her adventures. Connor is so hysterical Love reading you Can!
One more last word Heather is one of the most passionate people i know. She shares about what is closest to her heart. You won't be disappointed.
Northern Exposure Stories from my sweet Holli in Candada. I miss you so much!
Simply Heidi one of my best buddies from JR High. It has been so fun catching up with you sweetie. You will love her stories and her beautiful family. She's got some yummy deserts too.
So there's your summer fun. If i've forgotten someone please don't be hurt. I'll miss you guys. Love you.
